Saturday, July 18, 2009

Is it just me?

Two weeks of vacation and now I'm officially restless. I'm ready to go back to work. I was feeling totally refreshed and ready to hit the grindstone again on Wednesday, but on Friday as we drove home, the familiar weight, the sinking feeling of despair started coming back - not about work, but just about everything else right now.

I'm really starting to ask myself if I'm not just a colossal idiot. I spend so much time wondering when X or Y or Z is going to happen. Maybe it's time that I get off my duff and just make it happen. Maybe it's all right in front of me. Maybe I'm just blind.

1 comment:

margaret renee said...

You mean it's one of those moments where you stop wondering what you want out of life, and start thinking about what life wants out of you?
I feel like that has pretty much defined my 20's so far.